DOUBT: Today lets start the process of working through the doubt we have about ourselves & others. Work on alliviating ourselves of that emotional, spiritual, & mentally weakening aspect of our lives. When we understand & embrace truth there is more room for the abundance of everything good. 
Brother Ha2tim
Today I was informed that things did not look good for my son. He is a high school freshman and this is his first time playing organized football. The season is almost over (THANK GOODNESS….lol). Well, most Friday nights he works as water boy/motivator/equipment carrier for the Varsity team. I think this is great for him. He has a lot of interaction with his teammates and creates a good balance, morale and sense of pride in his sports world. However, there have been a couple of times when he had other obligations (Gye-Nyame). When I mentioned that he had to work tonight for his tribe I was told that “..things don’t look good for him if he continues not to be there when needed. If he’s going to be part of the team he needs to be there.” I stated that we were not aware that being water boy was a prerequisite of playing football and when I said that he worked at the beginning of the season I was told that it was fine as long as the team was given notice. My statement was followed up with a statement to the effect of him being kept as one of the guys for this final part of the season and how he was needed. It’s not about being water boy it’s about helping out the team. I was also told to do what I have to do it was my choice. I was quite taken aback by this. He works hard, is always at practice, supports his teammates, respects everyone around him & is dedicated. 
I was inspired this weekend to begin writting a poem. I have written poems since I was young unfortunately events in my life didn't arouse me anymore like they do most poets. Instead I ALLOWED them to hinder me from clearly expressing myself. Combinations of moments & encounters with Anthony, Billy, Gye-Nayme family, Jahanni, Jessica, Shalil, Shamar (& therapy...LOL) have inspired me to remove the partition that was keeping me from m
